I'll get right to the point. I'm tired of being lonely. I know that I am surrounded by friends 90% of the time but I still feel lonely. What is wrong with me? I believe that I am a fun loving person. I know how to have a good time. But yet, I find myself lonely.
I cry...a lot. I cry when I sing. I cry when I watch TV. I cry while I'm driving to and from work. I cry every single time I see my dad post pics of my niece and nephew on FB. I cry when I see my BFF's post about her sister. I cry...a lot. Its gross how much I cry. I'm not normally a cryer. I actually hate crying.
I love my job and I know that I am good at it. But there are days that I cry on break or on the way there or on the way home or in the bathroom because I want to be better and I want some sort of amazing recognition but I am not getting.
Ugh. I need a spirit picker upper. Whatever that may be.
I'm also on an unsuccessful man hunt. Obviously I'm not very good at the hunt or I would have caught a nice piece of ass by now. There is someone that I do have slight feelings for, but I dare not mention who it is because of the ridicule that I could face. I know that some people I know say that I should give him a chance. He does tend to swing from my nuts at times. But then I remember his past, and I remember some of the things he has said that he has done with girls and I'm like *ew* and I get turned off. IDK dude.
Well, this was a good first attempt.
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